to a friend

so i write this about a friend a few weeks ago, but i thought i would put it here because it kind of explains how i feel about a lot of people.

you'll never know how many nights i have spent crying
because of the pain i see in you.
you'll never know how many prayers i have prayed for you.
you don't know how your words pierce my heart
and run through my mind.
you'll never know that my heart breaks for you
and that i would give my life for you to know God.
i can only hope that no mater what happens,
God will protect you and keep you untill that day comes
because there is someone asking Him to.
i know who you will be.

misconceptions

how do i make them understand
that it's not about me being right
or me being better.i am nothing.
it's Him.
it's out of love,out of private tears
cried at night
for them.
it's out of the ache deep inside of me
when i think of their hurt
and emptiness,
and how they're breaking my heart
without even knowing.